Hey everyone... I dont know what to write, dont know where to turn... These past 2 weeks have been hell... No joke. I have no idea why im even writing this.. I guess im hoping that someone will reply, or come save me from this Place I call my home. Oh just to get away, perhaps for a single day, to a place where nobody knows my name, and everything is innocent. The dreams I wish I had, the nightmares I endure. Sleep provides me no comfort anymore, for the nightmares forced upon me, are a constant reminder of the things I cannot have, and the things that will not go away. The chains locked to my mind, are restricting ever tighter. Tis only a matter of time before they become too tight and it begins to leak down my brain, off the tip of my tounge and out into the world. I fear the words that I will present to the world, and I fear the actions that will follow. I fear myself right now, for I have created a monster, its name bearing my own. My digital suicide? Dont ask, I guess this is just the closest I can come to a release. Id never think of taking my own life, but in the digital world, I.E- Mario, and any other game in which u kill villians, u always come back, theres always an extra life somewhere. So if digital suicide is possible, let me kill myself, only to come back, and start over.. And do something different this time..